sukma camp 2008 (selangor)

16/5 - 18/5...
kem sukma...
momentos...

TWISTER MADNESS.... :D

the ladies...




the men...








*juZ us GuRLzzz..*









at the ceremony....

shit happens...

i just dont get it when people dont actually think of thier actions and the words they say to other people and what those actions and words could affect to the people that have been victimize... i dont know whats their problem seriously, if its stress, i bet 8 out of 10 ppl are stress too.. if its anger 5 out of 10 are angered too.. its just not fair to some people... well, me n my friends are going through this rough patch.. its like we've been insulted, let down, n even cursed by *her*.. and yeah it hurts.. reeaall bad... to those people out there who are doing this to their friends... "STOP BEING A F**KING SELF-CENTERED B*TCH WHO THINKS THEIR THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS AND START THINKING ABOUT THAT PERSONS FEELINGS!!! WAKE UP! WE ALL HAVE PROBLEMS IN LIFE JUST DEAL WITH IT, damn it!" to the my dearies out there who knows what i'm talking about.. just hang on n cheer up.. it'll get better... it just takes time....





p.s. - patience is a virtue...

sadness upon me...

right now.. i have no idea why im feeling so sad.. thats the reason behind the title... i guess maybe its because i'm feeling lonely?? no bf? i have no life? thanks alot to studies and fencing.. even so.. i'm not regretting it.. it's the way i want it to be.. busy busy busy.. so then i wouldn't get caught up with guys.. owh.. its working perfectly.. truth is.. i just one that special someone... who understands me.. accepts me for who i am... and i hope that special someone comes soon...


owh.. something tragic happened today.. real bad... the good thing is i was lucky and it's not about me... just now in training we were doing footwork with the dummie.. and then suddenly pam's blade broke and reflected back to her and hit her eye.. omgsh it was freaking scary.. i was right next to her.. as in 2 inches away... i really thank god for protecting me.. da worst thing is pam's eye started to bleed real bad.. and its on d inside of her eyelid.. she couldn't open her eye even if she tried to.. soon, they had to bring her to the hospital to check.. well, i think i'll know what will happen to her soon.. haven't heard from her since she went to the hospital.. goodness.. i am freaking traumatize man... it was so freaking close to hitting me...

p.s. - don't fall for the wrong guy.

view on life

here goes. life is all about ups and downs. it will be impossible to have a life with no excitement or sorrow. think about it. aren't those the things that give u life, past and the present, memories... we can never predict whats going to happen in the future, can we? LOL... life's about sailing along, having great times, enjoying life. and before you know it, it all flashes before your eyes.

everyone has personality. never ever think that your not good enough. just a lil' confidence and braveness will bring us a long way. never give up til u reach the top. if u lost one battle, doesn't mean u have lost the war, it just means you gotta work harder and win.

people are always competing to be the best. why? whats the point? there's a saying 'to be the best, we have to beat the rest'. but why not ' be the best and help the rest'. there are people out there who needs a helping hand. most people are selfish, which i really don't get. we should learn to be selfless and reach out a helping hand. pity those who have to live on the streets, especially nowadays parents just abandoned their children. i see kids walking around begging for money. if only there was something i can do more.

the funny thing is when people are rich, when they get everything they want. they are never happy emotionally. while people who lives an average life are the happiest people you see around. if we work together and put our differences away the world would be a peaceful place and everyone can have all the joy and happiness the world has to offer.