so yesterday it was pretty boring the whole day. my couzie joshua was over at my hous and is soo glued to heroes. lol. then, i went out with jane, keith and su ean to watch twilight again. well, it was fun. never shall i get bored of that movie. haha. and yes, it was eiley's b'day.. Happy Birthday!! after the movies we went to have dinner with eily in sushi king. n den we played hockey. no diff. our team lost again. lol.

*me and jane dear in the movies*

*us gurls being gurls camwhoring in the toilet... soo lifeless*

*jane and eiley*

*eiley, su ean, jane, me*

*hee*

*like mummy like daughter*

*red shirt and white pants with roxy slippers*

*before hockey*

*after hockey*

*still daughter like mummy* haha...

*same boardshorts* LOL.

*me, nora, jane*

*flower pants* =)

everything happens for a reason. things change so i can learn to let go, things go wrong so that i can appreciate them when they're right. , and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together but really in the end what's meant to be will always find its way.

you were all i ever needed,

you were the one,

my one and only,

things change,

our differences grew us apart,

all the great times we had together,

becomes the past,

memories....

sukma camp 2008 (selangor)

16/5 - 18/5...
kem sukma...
momentos...

TWISTER MADNESS.... :D

the ladies...




the men...








*juZ us GuRLzzz..*









at the ceremony....

shit happens...

i just dont get it when people dont actually think of thier actions and the words they say to other people and what those actions and words could affect to the people that have been victimize... i dont know whats their problem seriously, if its stress, i bet 8 out of 10 ppl are stress too.. if its anger 5 out of 10 are angered too.. its just not fair to some people... well, me n my friends are going through this rough patch.. its like we've been insulted, let down, n even cursed by *her*.. and yeah it hurts.. reeaall bad... to those people out there who are doing this to their friends... "STOP BEING A F**KING SELF-CENTERED B*TCH WHO THINKS THEIR THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS AND START THINKING ABOUT THAT PERSONS FEELINGS!!! WAKE UP! WE ALL HAVE PROBLEMS IN LIFE JUST DEAL WITH IT, damn it!" to the my dearies out there who knows what i'm talking about.. just hang on n cheer up.. it'll get better... it just takes time....





p.s. - patience is a virtue...

sadness upon me...

right now.. i have no idea why im feeling so sad.. thats the reason behind the title... i guess maybe its because i'm feeling lonely?? no bf? i have no life? thanks alot to studies and fencing.. even so.. i'm not regretting it.. it's the way i want it to be.. busy busy busy.. so then i wouldn't get caught up with guys.. owh.. its working perfectly.. truth is.. i just one that special someone... who understands me.. accepts me for who i am... and i hope that special someone comes soon...


owh.. something tragic happened today.. real bad... the good thing is i was lucky and it's not about me... just now in training we were doing footwork with the dummie.. and then suddenly pam's blade broke and reflected back to her and hit her eye.. omgsh it was freaking scary.. i was right next to her.. as in 2 inches away... i really thank god for protecting me.. da worst thing is pam's eye started to bleed real bad.. and its on d inside of her eyelid.. she couldn't open her eye even if she tried to.. soon, they had to bring her to the hospital to check.. well, i think i'll know what will happen to her soon.. haven't heard from her since she went to the hospital.. goodness.. i am freaking traumatize man... it was so freaking close to hitting me...

p.s. - don't fall for the wrong guy.