just a lil something for u my dear. =)

You're the sky that I fell through, and
I remember the view whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it warmed over everything

CHills run down my spine
As our fingers entwine
And your sides harmonize with mine
Unmistakably, I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me

We got older and I should have known
[do you feel alive?]
That I'd feel colder when I walk alone
[oh but you'll survive]
So I may as well ditch my dismay
[bombs awayyy]
[bombs awayyy]

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass, you'd be North
Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house, you'd be home

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west
Flower bomb perfume
All my clothes smell like you cause your favorite shade is navy blue

I walk slowly when I'm on my own
[do you feel alive?]
Yeah but frankly I still feel alone
[oh, but you'll survive]
So I may as well ditch my dismay
[bombs awayyy]
[bombs awayyy]

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass, you'd be North
Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house, you'd be home

If my heart was a house, you'd be home

" In a place full of hipocrits, you'll never know who are your true friends."

"trust your heart and hope for something good to happen"

cant sleep. thinking.

here's a tought. bad things happen all the time. we juz have to see it from a different angle. whether we decide to accept it, do something bout it, or look deep down inside of ourselves and juz reflect on one's self. lets juz stop blaming one another and face the fact that it has been us all along. sometimes making people feel bad makes us feel good in a way. but the scar in us will only get deeper and not heal. but if we make others feel good about themselves we just might heal our own wounds. and if someone did something bad to u, dont fret but live as if there was no tomorrow, out of the all bad things, something good will happen. if a person was trying to please one's self by making false judgements on others, those others might actually come together and face those false judgements as ONE. so in a way, bad things bring people together to stay strong, a bunch of stick is always better than one. and if someone tries to break that bunch of stick that person will actually feel more hurt. this just proves that we should stick together as one so that anyone who breaks us will feel more pain. one of the best ways to live through life is just by taking in day by day, and to be thankful every morning that we can wake up in our own room on our own bed. always remember, if we had a bad day, somewhere out there someone is having an even worse day. a famous philosopher once said, "don't blame others when you were wrong at first". its a phase to be remembered before too much damage has been done and it may be too late to ever patch it back again.

p.s.- its another one of those moments when i just think of life as i relate it with myself. and to those people who takes others for granted. it's time to wake up from that slumber and do something about urself instead of blaming the world. Dont try to ask why it happens to. shit just happens. live with it.

awesome 17... =)

7/7/09, who would've ever tought i would actually have a decent birthday celebration. last i remembered was..... anyways, i had a great time this year. pretty much speechless but uber happy.. haha..
thank you:

-5sigma for all ur wishes, especially these 5 important ppl.. cheryll lee, ashley khor wei yee, kellie chin, zhi lynn, and jessica yap.. =) thank you too joon hoe and wei jun..

and thank you darling jin wern for everything that you've done for me to make this THE best birthday ever. =)

-smks9 ppl!! u rock! haha.. special thanx to my darling prriti, adrian, praba, azwan, shamim, wong, jasz, najwa, and those that didnt come, nal n khuun..

-grace church ppl for all ur blessings and prayers.. =)

-to everyone who wished me in facebook n overflowed my profile.. haha.. it can never get better than this..

this year's birthday is the best so far. its unforgettable and i'll always cherish this special day for the rest of my life. it only happens once in my life and thank you everyone again for making this the best birthday ever. =)

pics are in fb....

=)

for my darling...

random picz during hols 2008!

new year 2009!!!

The A new year is here. Yeay, 2009!! New year, new hairstlye but it's a DISASTER! *again*

This year it's gonna full frontal snogging *ehem* studies. haha. a hundred and one percent. no excuses. beside's im grounded.*grr*

There goes all my fun but there's no way i wanna go out with my current hair do. LOL!.

and and, definately a big no no to getting a boyfriend in the near future.

Nope, not this year. Noway! IGCSE man!

After getting heart broken recently, that was the last straw. is there such phobia for being afraid of a relationship. LOL! Besides, i'd be suicidal if i ever do get in an attac a relationship this year.

There's so much more to life than that. *for now*

Strive harder and get excellent results and make mummy proud. *hee*

Then there's college to think about..... Psycho, physio,med, or even design...

What am i gonna do? Am i gonna do A'levels?

What kind of career i want in my life? Which colege is best? so many questions yet unanswered. *sigh*

choices.. choices...

not forgetting, i really have to lose all the excess fats i've gained in 2008. *grr*

Gym, here i come.. LOL!

Live Healthy. Eat Healthy. Stay Healthy.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2009!

Have a great year.

May god bless u.